Sta.sh
Happy
This is a short entry, because I'm in a hurry...
Basically, the last time I wrote in here, I was in an emotionally abusive relationship that ended for the better, and now I'm with someone 10090483902740239 times more amazing, and happier than I ever was before. My ex would put me down a lot, saying he "knew me better than I knew myself", telling me I was horrible with people, I was the worst girlfriend he ever had, I was stupid, I was not funny, I couldn't do anything on my own, etc. All for the sake of "being honest" and "helping me".
Dick.
He's gone. And Robbie's amazing. He believes in me like my ex never even could. I actually feel loved with him. Hell, we enjoy just sitting and doing whatever in the same room (him playing Mass Effect, me reading, etc.). It's awesome. Things have changed for the better.
I still live at my Mammaw's house and pay her rent, and that's going good, and now I have two kitties! Their names are Phoenix and Felix. Quite representational of my "rise from the ashes of being with a asshole", and "being happy", which is what Felix means. They're adorable, but skittish as hell. Still adorable. I loves them.
But yeah, I'm still subbing, still trying for a teaching position. Only I feel no huge rush like I did last year. It's all easy going, and I think Robbie has had a major play in that....he's what I've been hoping for =]
I am happy, world. Everything's changed.
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